Holiday Weekend

Memorial Day weekend is the perfect time to have a party, relax and drink outside just in time to bring in the summer rays. Every Memorial Day BBQ that I have ever attended has been so much fun and just kicks of the summer in a huge way. This year a lot has changed in so many good ways, and I have really started to grow up and realized that I can't control everything, sometimes life just has to get a little mixed up so we can find ourselves before we get lost in this crazy world. The new boy most defintely showed up yesterday, like I would have expected any less from him. This one, he is just phenominal, always surprises up his sleeve. The best was yesterday when I called him and he told me he was going to be leaving his house in a few minutes to drive the 40 minutes to the party, yea I was getting excited. Then 5 minutes later he arrives, and he thinks its just so cute when he does that to me. Ok well it is cute, and to others really annoying that I go all red-in-the-face crazy when he does it.
If you have ever fallen in love then you know exactly how great it feels to find that someone that just makes you udderly happy. For the first time in my life I am admitting that I have never felt the way that I do with him, ever. Seriously I thought that I was in love with Nick, but this new relationship feels soooo much better than any of the time that I wasted in my old relationship. I thought I had love all figured out years ago, guess it was just me being naive because the way that Bob makes me feel everytime I see or talk to him is just heart racing. I am ready to see where the future is going to take me, sooooo ready =)