Alot has changed over the last 9 months and I will be the first to admit there have been plenty of struggles, but ones that were well worth the fight. The last 4 or so weeks have been perfect in every way, I am Happy.
I think I am finally on the track of finding myself, not relying on other people to make me happy, I can do it alone!
This last weekend has been the roughest, I helped my sister move. She has moved into the most beautiful place, I am soooo happy for her! I have also been spending time with the ex, even though most people don't agree with it-it has been a blast! I realized last night that I have 5 months to enjoy what I have known for the last 25 years, and all I want is to have fun save some money and look forward to the future because I have no freaking clue what it is going to hold. Deep down I know what I want, I just don't have the complete satisfaction of knowing when, if, or even if it should happen. Time can only tell and until then as long as I have a constant smile on my face and worry about Me, Myself, and I - Life will be great!
Monday, March 16, 2009
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I love this post.
I am really proud of you. I struggle with the same thing everyday and it is a great source of encouragement to see someone actually living that.
Keep striving to do things because you want to do them, that is the ultimate success in life!
keep it up!
hugs&loves- chelsea
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