The Big Day, and it's NOT for me

Sometimes I just feel like it's NEVER going to be me....Yup a wedding, and to stick a knife in the wound and spin it around she's younger than me! I'm happy for her in everyway that I am supposed to be, really! Although there is this little bird on my shoulder being really insensitive to the fact that she's beating me to it. Ah, it's nothing to fret over, my time will come (wishful thinking =/ )
So I am the Maid of Honor - But I like to look at it as more of the HBIC, yup Head Bitch In Charge. She is soooo wishy washy and I wish things were just black and white instead of how they currently are.....
Ugh, more bitching to come
Countdown 36 days....someone save me. Or wait at least find me a date!!